Submissive Rant Update

For those of you who would like to know the outcome of the rant I had yesterday...

After I wrote my rant and got my anger posted...I wrote a calmer e-mail to Mistress Allysa, the Mistress DecievingSmiles said I was cheating with, and explained what happened and that I was offended by the treatment of her house.
She wrote me back, glad that I had explained, that she understood well what happened and understood my side in it. She then invited me to play with her ^_^
I was very happy that she believed me but then I explained that I don't intend to be owned on IMVU just a plaything or pet, that the only person who really owns me is Sir Phryxus irl and I intended to play with multiple mistresses. She understood and now I am playing with her too ^_^ -stick tongue out at Allysa's meanie house people-

Allysa is a wonderful Domme who plays a futa online and is a participant in her offline BDSM community. She runs several markets on IMVU and is very good at it as far as I've seen, looking after slaves until a Master or Mistress comes to claim them.


Oh and thank you ChiChi for commenting on the rant, I most certainly never assumed that all or even many Domme's were like that, especially not you ^_~

Submissive Rant

Sorry guys, I gotta rant...

I'm on IMVU (sn: MimiPhryxus) and I was playing around in some furry rooms looking for online Mistress to play with for a time. I had not realized how serious some people take this sadly -_-

I was taken in by a Mistress last night, DecievingSmile, on the basis that this was nothing serious, I wasn't "owned" by her or whatever, we were just trying things out. Anyways, she gave me permission in e-mail that I could play with other Mistresses since she planned to share me anyways, which I'm cool with online only.
I go to another room this morning and was taken in my Mistress Alyssa. Suddenly DS comes in and accuses me of leaving her and cheating or whatever you'd like to call it.
I explain that, no I had permission per our e-mails. She says I was lying and I got kicked out and she received an apology from the room!!!

I'm sorry but this is ridiculous.
I am not a liar. I would have said, sorry but I have a mistress if I had thought the situation serious.
Besides, to go and acuse someone and take another's side just because I'm a pet and she's a mistress is also stupid. I thought slaves were protected...maybe that's just IRL. -_- I'm not sure how much longer i'm going to stay on IMVU.

If anyone would like to friend me on there, feel free to do so...please don't mind the rant this is just fresh in my head and I'm pissed at being called a Liar.


On an added note, who the hell takes on a sub in 2 seconds of meeting them anyways? What sub would trust an online mistress enough to be "owned" after 1 conversation? How dumb is that?

New Experiences

I hate this feeling right before going for a new relationship.
Imagining the very best that could happen and getting excited then...turning around and thinking of the worst that could happen...which is usually based on my own insecurities and low self esteem...but that doesn't make me feel better...
here's hoping I'm just crazy lol.

Roleplay

Last night Sir and I had a fight

We're ok, don't freak out.
Before I can explain that let me start at the very beginning.
I am a roleplayer. I love to do text-based roleplay. I started on Gaia Online and have tried out several other websites since.
So after Sir and I got together, I stopped as I used to do romantic roleplays with guys.
Well, 2 years ago I started again, only with girls. This led me to meet my first girlfriend since Sir and I got married. That didn't work out...
Sir got a little jealous at the amount of time I spent roleplaying and we had a small fight, which ended up in a rule that I could not roleplay anymore.

No roleplaying is fine...for an amount of time. Then, usually when I'm unemployed with too much time on my hands, I want to roleplay again. I miss it...a lot.

So last night...I'm unemployed and having Sir home with me this week was awesome. But last night, he was in a bad mood and wanted to just play video games. Which is fine but I don't like his games...so I hung out on chat, FetLife, a few other places...and I really, really wanted to roleplay.
Finally I asked if I could roleplay if it was one on one with a girl.
He gave permission! o.o

We fought after that because I, without thinking or asking or anything, started to talk to a group about a roleplay...not what I was given permission for.
But we're better now...just have to remember not to do things I don't already have permission for.

So I can roleplay, with girls, one on one ^_^
If you're interested, let me know
I am also on Gaia Online again with a seeking thread.

My First Cowsona Experience

Last night was my first time roleplaying as a cow.
I would say that my mindset was calf-like, certainly no older than a young heifer.
I expressed my interest in a cow fursona to Sir Phryxus and he seemed to catch on to the idea quickly. e made me crawl around on hands and knees for a bit and "graze". I got into the mindset, imitating the calves we used to have on our land as best I could. Our cat even startled me into backing away and snorting like they do.

Later we had a shower and Sir "unharnessed" me from my bra and underwear and made me get into the bathtub on hands and knees. He proceeded to wash me with the shower head (its one of those long kinds that you can use to wash dogs and the like)...he was very Very thorough...-blushes-

Sir then got in the shower and cleaned up. I proceeded to "milk" Sir and was happy to have the desired response ^_^

I'd say my first experience as a cow was a wonderful one. I think Sir Phryxus had a lot of fun herding me around ^_^

-spazing out-

I Want these sooooooooooooo BAD!
I wonder how difficult they are to walk in...
These would so rock out a cow fursona outfit! Or a Sagittarius/centaur one!
-squeee-

I want Restriction

I fantasize about cruel but loving restriction.
Forced to wear posture collars
Trained into corsets and ballet flats

I'd love to tip toe for my Master Daddy Dom Husband
To wobble to his side and be made to sit quietly
Forced to sit up straight in silence beside him